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  <title>This is a lesson in procrastination</title>
  <subtitle>Manda</subtitle>
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    <email>sharpiecrazed@yahoo.com</email>
    <name>Manda</name>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:34051</id>
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    <issued>2005-05-04T18:45:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2005-05-04T18:45:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-05T00:19:44Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-05T00:19:44Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;I'm rather sick of this screen name.  Yess, that's where this is going.  I know you guys are all sick of me changing screen names like crazy just to go back to this one, but lately I haven't been feeling very motivated to update this.  I feel as though this journal has gone downhill.  It doesn't mean much now like it used to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, onto the point, I've moved to &lt;span class='ljuser' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://ribbon.deadjournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://piktures.deadjournal.com/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://ribbon.deadjournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;ribbon&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:33836</id>
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    <issued>2005-03-25T09:15:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2005-03-25T09:15:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-25T14:19:35Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-25T14:19:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I won't be updating for a while.  At this point is seems like a VERY long while.  Yeah, I'm grounded.  Wahoo.  I sent 780 text messsages over my limit...making that errr 1280 messages.  Worst part is my mom found out most of them were during school hours.  Damn you Cingular and your need to keep record of EVERYTHING.  So yeah, I'm outtie.  I just said outtie.  Something is wrong with me.  Where was I?  Oh yeah, I shall try to update with how long I'm grounded for whenever I can/find out.  I don't know how long I'll have the pc for.  Adios amigos.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:33745</id>
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    <issued>2005-03-16T20:11:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2005-03-16T20:11:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-17T01:11:58Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-17T01:11:58Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;=O An update!  For some reason, I felt the need to update DJ.  Well let's see..I haven't updated since December.  Things have been going well here.  Pennridge is turning out to be a much better place than I first thought it was.  I'm most definitely happy here.  I have met so many great people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;I just feel happy.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm going places too.  Let's see.  This weekend is an Eisley show [I'll put some links for Eisley at the bottom of the page if your interested].  Actually its a New Found Glory show, but Eisley is opening for them.  I get to help pass out stickers and stuff for them, and then I get to meet them.  w00t =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our trip to Florida will &lt;i&gt;finally&lt;/i&gt; happen this year; after postponing it for the past 2 years.  I'm majorly pumped for that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I'm going to California this summer.  YES!  I'm most definitely excited about that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm definitely going to try to update this journal more.  I've seemed to lost touch with all my fun DJ friends, and that upsets me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Could you comment me with your main journal address, so I could add you there?  I definitely don't want to lose contact again =[&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alright, Eisley info time!  Click &lt;a href="http://reprise.fanpimp.com/eisley/index.html?fuseaction=tools.invlink&amp;amp;u=lyricalsurgery&amp;amp;linkID=4"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; for Eisley's main site.  Great stuff.  If you like what you hear, go &lt;a href="http://reprise.fanpimp.com/eisley/?u=lyricalsurgery"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt; to become a member of e-merge which is an Eisley fan site.  =]&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:33395</id>
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    <issued>2004-12-27T22:35:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-12-27T22:35:00</title>
    <published>2004-12-28T04:11:08Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-28T04:12:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Christmas was rather different from how it normally goes around here.  I'm still deciding whether or not this is good or not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I woke up slightly irritated around 6 for some unknown reason.  I'm not sure if I was irritated because of the early hour I woke up at or at the dream I was having, but either way, I went back to sleep.  Then at 7, my dad tackled me telling me to wake up.  So we opened presents, and my mom didn't feel like cooking the big breakfast we usually have, so I ate Cinnamon Toast Crunch.  After that, I got my parents and Aunt Lorianne to play DDR.  That provided me with some early morning amusement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sometime later, I went upstairs to go online.  Jess came on shortly after and we talked.  She asked if I could go over her house, and I reminded her I live with a Christian family therefore I celebrate Christmas.  After talking for a bit, we decided that she should come up here and celebrate Christmas for the first time [she's Jewish, and sadly her first Christmas was spent with my family =P].&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sign off and take a shower, blah blah blah.  My grammy arrives, and I say hi and such.  As I'm pacing around upstairs attempting to untangle my hair, I hear an arguement downstairs.  Twas between my grammy and Aunt Lorianne.  All I heard was:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A.L. [who is Anne's sister];&lt;/b&gt; Anne was too baptised!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G. [who is Anne's mom];&lt;/b&gt; No, she wasn't.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A.L.;&lt;/b&gt; She was too.  She's in heaven.  Unbaptised people go to hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;G.;&lt;/b&gt; That doesn't matter.  Its how you live life.  In the end He judges us, not you!.&lt;br /&gt;Then Aunt Lorianne leaves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Um, happy holidays?  Once they cool down a bit [erm, not really; just enough to talk honestly] Aunt Lorianne decides she's leaving because she doesn't want to be here.  She gets all her things and leaves.  There's a talk about it between Grammy and Mom, but I don't pay attention because family drama and the fact my aunt Anne isn't here with us this Christmas aren't things I want to dwell on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shortly after that fiasco, Jess comes.  She taught me We Don't Need No Education by Pink Floyd on the guitar.  That made me a happy kitten.  We were about to leave for a walk, but oh lucky me, my grandmother and great-grandmother showed up.  I was really hoping I could pull off avoiding my grandmother.  I have no such luck, so we greet them and such then leave.  We catch up on our walk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We get back and play guitar.  Family comes.  From there on out, its pretty normal; talk, eating, the usual late guests, whatever.  Then we get a call from my aunt Maryanne.  She's not coming.  Go figure.  She promised she'd show, and she calls saying &lt;i&gt;Oh it just hurts too bad to go.&lt;/i&gt;  Yeah that excuse gets older as I do.  Whatever.  We'd just like to see her sometimes, ya know?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By 9, everyone is gone, except Jessie [my cousin], Geoff, and Grammy.  We were playing trivial pursuit, having a few drinks, laughing, telling stories; making history if you will.  My mom was completely smashed which provided us with many laughs as she tried to read the questions.  Towards the end of the game she left.  She got sick and went to bed.  Jessie, Geoff, and I won the game w00t!  We then played Texas Hold 'em, using m&amp;m's as chips.  No one went out because I got a huge bag for Christmas and everyone kept giving the loser more.  It was great =D  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Grammy and Dad went to bed around 2.  So Jessie, Geoff, and I had the downstairs to ourselves.  We surfed around on TV to see if anything was on, and 30 or so minutes Space Jam would be on so we set a reminder for that.  They needed their stuff from the car so we ran outside in the sub-zero tempteratures to get crap.  It felt really good because my house was 80+ degrees.  Shortly after Space Jam came on, I went to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next morning [yesterday], everyone was hung over, so we watched football for practically the whole day.  I slept.  Sometime that night, my mom and I went to see Ocean's 12 which rocked.  Yep that's about it for Sunday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And today was spent idolising around the house playing DDR and doing laundry.  There was an inch or 2 of snow on the ground, and I wanted to go out badly, but I was too lazy/tired to do so.  I had one of the greatest conversations with David.  I miss him so much.  Once his ass leaves Mass., I hope I get to see him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shiit this update is long enough.  I'm waay too tired to keep going lol.  Its only 11 o.O  Oh well.  Adios everyone.&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:33104</id>
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    <issued>2004-12-24T23:36:00</issued>
    <title>Long time, no update once again.</title>
    <published>2004-12-25T04:37:53Z</published>
    <updated>2004-12-25T04:37:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">On Thursday I didn't go to school.  I went to work with my mom and helped look after the little kids.  This year I didn't have to see Santa thank god.  I don't know, something about sitting on a strange old man's lap just creeps me out, just like the people running around DisneyWorld in Disney character costumes.  They just bother me.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Around 12, we went to my aunt Tiff's house.  She and I left to go do some holiday shopping while my mom watched John.  First off we went to the bank.  Oh dear me.  While getting things straightened out with my aunt's account, I saw some old man who oddly resembled my longlost 'grandfather' who is my aunt's dad.  He turned around and said something and my jaw dropped to the floor.&lt;br /&gt;Him; Hiii Tiffany.&lt;br /&gt;Aunt Tiff *in uncomfortable voice*; Hi...dad...what are you doing here?&lt;br /&gt;Him; I bank here.  *he looks at me*  I haven't seen you in years.&lt;br /&gt;Me; Yeah its been awhile.&lt;br /&gt;Him; Okay, well I'm going to go now.&lt;br /&gt;*he leaves*&lt;br /&gt;Aunt Tiff; Awkwaaaard.&lt;br /&gt;So after that little lovely meet and greet, we headed to McDonald's.  First Aunt Tiff decided to call the family about this *ahem* lovely surprise.  I got a kick out of that.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Fastforward, we're at McDonald's eating lunch, and I see my aunt gasp followed by a loud crash.  I look behind me, and the ceiling fell on the people eating next to us.  The got their money back on their meal.  Also, a bunch of water poured from the ceiling, creating a 6" deep puddle on the floor.  I almost slipped.  Shortly after I regained balance, my aunt pretended to slip.  I almost feel again from laughing so hard.&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;So we went shopping [or shooping as Jess calls it] til about 7.  Usually I can't shop that long [I have crowds.  A lot.], but I had so much fun with my aunt.  I spent the night at her house, so around 9:30 we went to a holiday party at her work.  It was fun.  I got to learn a bit of Italian and watch my nephew do laps around Boston Market because he was on a sugar high.  He didn't go to sleep til about 11 O_O&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Today I had my mom's side of the family over.  That was fun.  I taught a few of my cousins spit, so we played that.  We opened gifts.  I got some gift cards, and I'm really excited about these 2 blank journals and 5 heavy duty pens [I break pens easily].  I can't wait to write in them.  As you may or may not know, I love journals.  I just hope my mom doesn't read this one &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Holy shit...I can't believe its 11 o'clock.  No wonder I'm tired.  Alright, I'll off to bed.  Oh!  By the way, AIM is cooperating with me again  So yeah I'll on now ShatterMePretty.  Yepp, talk to you all laterr.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:32782</id>
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    <issued>2004-11-25T11:34:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-11-25T11:34:00</title>
    <published>2004-11-25T16:33:43Z</published>
    <updated>2004-11-25T16:34:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I spent the majority of yesterday with my Aunt Sandy, Uncle John, Mason, and Gina.  First off, we went to go rent skiing/snowboarding equiptment for the entire season.  I also bought a helmet [no concussion this year hopefully] and googles.  That took a few hours [mostly because traffic sucked ass].  Then we went back to their house where we played Halo 2.  I like playing Halo on the computer better &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;  So we got bored with that and played DDR for a few hours XDXDXDXD  Sooo much fun.  Our legs got tired, so we changed the settings to heavy and used our hands.  Twas amusing.  Then Gina left to play Halo on the computer, so Mason and I raced.  I did really well, so Mason put me on this really hard course.  It was basically ice and snow.  My uncle got a kick out of my sucky driving skills.  Mason decided to race using the DDR pad.  That was awesome =D  So much fun.

Now I must get ready to go to Aunt Tiff's and Uncle John's house for thanksgiving.  Let's see if this year is anything different from last year...I bet its not.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:32598</id>
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    <issued>2004-11-20T11:31:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-11-20T11:31:00</title>
    <published>2004-11-20T16:46:15Z</published>
    <updated>2004-11-20T16:46:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I'm baaaack!  I'm going to try to update this thing at least weekly now.  I'm still mostly using GJ and Xanga *shudders* I never thought I'd be an xanga addict.  Anywayyy, Its Saturday, and I'm still sick.  If I'm still sick during my next break [from wednesday to monday], I'll cry =P.  Enough about the evil illness infesting my body.  As an incentive to get my room clean, my mom says if it gets gone by the end of this weekend, she won't mention me going to my grandmother's to my dearest *cough* grandmother.  If its not done, I &lt;b&gt;have&lt;/b&gt; to go &lt;u&gt;for the whole flippin break&lt;/u&gt;.  Evilness &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lalala my layout needs a change.  I'm not sure what its going to be yet, probably Breaking Benjamin or The Used or some other band *shrugs*  I'm open to any and all suggestions.  Also..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;If you want me to remember your birthday [I'm really bad with birthdays &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;], comment this entry with your birthdate [including the year would be great, but not necessary] so I can add it to my calender.  Thank you muchly =D&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:32489</id>
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    <issued>2004-10-18T17:23:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-10-18T17:23:00</title>
    <published>2004-10-18T21:29:58Z</published>
    <updated>2004-10-18T21:29:58Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Whoahhh holy monkeys!  &lt;br /&gt;I haven't updated my poor neglected DJ in 2 months.&lt;br /&gt;What's new with me?  &lt;br /&gt;Ah nothing really.&lt;br /&gt;I got to school.&lt;br /&gt;I think its easier than middle school.&lt;br /&gt;I'm doing better than middle school.&lt;br /&gt;I'm actually learning Spanish, unlike last year.&lt;br /&gt;I didn't watch John today.&lt;br /&gt;My aunt is really sick.&lt;br /&gt;I found my black chucks.&lt;br /&gt;I watch Disney movies practically everyday now o.O&lt;br /&gt;My computer broke.&lt;br /&gt;Now its fixed XD&lt;br /&gt;I'm addicted to GJ.&lt;br /&gt;And Xanga o.O&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/shattermepretty/"&gt;http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/sh&lt;wbr /&gt;attermepretty/&lt;/a&gt; - that's my main journal.&lt;br /&gt;I've been on a graphic creating frenzy.&lt;br /&gt;And that's about it.&lt;br /&gt;Yes my life is pretty uneventful at this point in time.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:32125</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-29T19:55:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-08-29T19:55:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-30T00:19:38Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-30T00:19:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">On Saturday I went to King's Dominion in Virgina with Alyssa, Randy, Matt and Pat.  First I hung out with Matt and Pat.  We convinced Matt's mom to go on a roller coaster, which she ended up loving.  While we waited in line for about an hour for Flight of Fear, Pat and I were saying crap to scare Matt about the ride.  It was funny.  Matt said the ride kicked ass so its all good =P  Then I went with Alyssa and Randy to the water park.  We only went on the lazy river and ran through a bunch of sprinklers.  Then we had to go back to the bus.  Randy decided he wanted a tribal necklace we saw when we first got there, so we spent 20 minutes running around the park looking for it.  We found it and bought a load of sugar so we wouldn't sleep on the way home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the bus, we were stuck in the back again.  I refused to take the shit seat [the seat next to the bathroom that smelled], so I took window seat.  Matt sat in the middle [the hell seat since its uber hot there because its ontop of the axil] and lucky Pat got the shit seat.  Alyssa and Randy sat in front of us.  Well we were all fine until about 10 when Matt wanted to sleep and Pat and I wanted to listen to music.  So I switched seats with Matt.  He fell asleep almost instantly.  Pat and I listened to various cds until we decided to go to sleep.  I couldn't sleep because I had nothing to rest my head on.  Oh well.  On the way home, all of us were really hyper and we were reading....err screaming random signs.  Fuuun schtuff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today my mom picked me up from Alyssa's around two.  We decided to hit Best Buy. I bought a CD player, Invader Zim Volume 2: Progressive Stupidity DVD, and Donnie Darko DVD.  WHEE!  My mom is also serious considering buying a ps2 and DDR.  *squee*  I had no idea my mom loved ddr o.O  Anyway I can't wait for that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I start school tomorrow.  Ack &amp;gt;.&amp;lt; That's gonna suck...no not really.  It shouldn't be &lt;i&gt;too&lt;/i&gt; bad.  *shrugs*</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:31856</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-26T16:36:00</issued>
    <title>Orientation.</title>
    <published>2004-08-26T20:50:13Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-26T20:50:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Today wasn't so bad really.  I was late for an assembly, but no one jumped down my throat for that *whew*.  I went to homeroom and got my schedule.  All my classes are in the freshman center, which I'm both relieved and disappointed about.  I got to all my classes just fine.  At lunch I met a few other newbies to pennridge.  wheee!  During Wellness [gym and health] I talked to this girl Tracy who had the coolest shoes/backpack ever.  Her shoes were all green cons, and her backpack looked like a penguin.  I think she's on my bus.  SQUEE that makes me happy.  I sound like a total spaz, but I really don't care.  I'm just so glad to meet some people.  *nods*  Okay enough about that.  I'm in the same classroom for 3/7 classes.  Yeah fun!  Two of those classes are in the afternoon and the room is supposed to be boiling hot.  Even more fun!  The desks humor me though.  We're allowed to draw on them with marker XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went shopping today.  Uhh w00t?  Bought 4 pairs of pants and ordered one [they didn't have a pair in my size, curses].  I shall be getting more shirts tomorrow I'm guessing, along with my school supplies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh lucky me has a month to do a project that involves reading two books and writing some sort of paper combining the two books. YAY!  *sulks*  This is going to be difficult for the queen of procrastination.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:31573</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-24T12:53:00</issued>
    <title>Babysitting, phones, and books.</title>
    <published>2004-08-24T17:08:34Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-24T17:35:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I feel as though this school year I will be spent running a babysitting service.  Aunt Tiff just called.  She asked if I could watch John from 4ish-6ish afterschool everyday.  So I'll be doing that.  No worries there.  I love John muchly.  He's a good kid.  I was offered to babysit Dar's cousins [Brianna and Tyler who can be uber-violent in a funny way] while I was at her house.  They discovered I lived about four minutes away from them.  I haven't heard from Ed yet so I'm not sure if its definate.  Come to think of it, if I were, they'd be leaving just as John got here.  *shrugs*  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I finally found my cell phone.  It was under the couch.  That was the first place I looked and it wasn't there.  I knew my phone could grow legs.  I knew it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday I went to the bookstore to get my summer reading books which ironically I'll be reading during the school year, but that's not the point.  &lt;b&gt;Lord of The Flies&lt;/b&gt; by William Golding was required.  None of the other books appealed to me, so for my second choice I picked &lt;b&gt;Mythology&lt;/b&gt; by Edith Hamilton which is an uber-long book filled with, you guessed it, mythology.  I also picked up &lt;b&gt;This Weekend Was Murder&lt;/b&gt; and &lt;b&gt;The Seance&lt;/b&gt; both by Joan Lowery Nixon.  Her books rock *nods*  I really should get started on these books soon.  School starts monday.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:31409</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-23T23:36:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-08-23T23:36:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-24T03:46:02Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-24T03:47:45Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;On Saturday my aunt Anne died.&amp;nbsp; As my mom said, it was expected, but you really can't be prepared for it when it happens.&amp;nbsp; She's doing okay I suppose, compared to my Aunt Lorianne that is.&amp;nbsp; She's a total wreck.&amp;nbsp; I mean that in the nicest possible way.&amp;nbsp; My mom thinks she feeling guilty about some thing that occured over the past few months.&amp;nbsp; She also says its a test on Aunt Lorianne's faith because she's prayed so hard for Aunt Anne.&amp;nbsp; I don't know.&amp;nbsp; Aunt Loriaane was staying with us for the past few days.&amp;nbsp; Since she left, I must say that the tension/depression has lightened.&amp;nbsp; On Sunday we went to a private viewing of Aunt Anne for imediate family [she wants to be creamated {sp?}].&amp;nbsp; Drew didn't want to see her.&amp;nbsp; I'm really worried about him.&amp;nbsp; He acts like nothing changed.&amp;nbsp; I don't know about him either.&amp;nbsp; After that, everyone came back here and we planted a tree for Aunt Anne.&amp;nbsp; Everyone helped dig the whole for the tree.&amp;nbsp; After that, everyone chilled here for a bit.&amp;nbsp; Then Bill [cousin], Ash [Bill's girlfriend], Drew [Bill's bro], DJ [Drew's cousin I think], and I went to Drew's grandparents for dinner.&amp;nbsp; We ended up having Pizza Hut.&amp;nbsp; Then we went to Pinball Palour.&amp;nbsp; It took our mind off things for a while.&amp;nbsp; Then we went bowling where soem guy yelled at us at nine for screwing around when the place closed at 10.&amp;nbsp; Whatever.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Today, I went to the freshman center to get my scedule sorted out.&amp;nbsp; Here's this year's line-up in no specific order seeing as I don't know =P&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Biology &lt;br&gt;Language Arts &lt;br&gt;Global Studies &lt;br&gt;Wellness -Its phys ed and health, yeah I think its an odd name too.&lt;br&gt;Geometry&lt;br&gt;Algebra II&lt;br&gt;Spanish I&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;All honors.  No electives except Spanish.&amp;nbsp; The electives at this school SUCK.&amp;nbsp; Basically everything I've been doing since grade one.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Fun.&amp;nbsp; No creative writing.&amp;nbsp; Ugh That upset me.&amp;nbsp; I was looking forward to that.&amp;nbsp; Oh well.&amp;nbsp; I needed to fill in a period so I doubled up on math.&amp;nbsp; I figured what the hell.&amp;nbsp; I also found up I'm getting picked up from the bus stop at 6:20ish.&amp;nbsp; SOOOOO DAMN EARLY!&amp;nbsp; An hour earlier than last year.&amp;nbsp; Meh oh well.&amp;nbsp; I'll get used to it.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;SELF:&lt;br&gt;Name: Amanda&lt;br&gt;D.O.B.: 10.20.89&lt;br&gt;Age: 14&lt;br&gt;Location: Sellersville, PA&lt;br&gt;Birth place: Abington, PA&lt;br&gt;Height:&amp;nbsp; 5'5ish&lt;br&gt;Eye Color: Blue/green/gray&lt;br&gt;Hair Color: Red&lt;br&gt;Glasses: Yes&lt;br&gt;Braces: No w00t&lt;br&gt;Piercings: 3 in each ear&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;FAVS:&lt;br&gt;Sport: Swimming, volleyball, track&lt;br&gt;Drink: Peach Snapple&lt;br&gt;Food: I'm on a Mexican food fix.&lt;br&gt;Person: Don't have one.&lt;br&gt;Pro-team: *shrugs*&lt;br&gt;Relative: Most uncles, aunts, and cousins.&lt;br&gt;Candy: Skittles.&lt;br&gt;Cake: Ice Cream Cake&lt;br&gt;Ice cream: Moose tracks.&lt;br&gt;Instrument: guitar&lt;br&gt;Flower: *shrug*&amp;nbsp; roses i guess.&lt;br&gt;Smell: Cookie Crunch candles rock.&lt;br&gt;Sound: Good Music.&lt;br&gt;Taste: Mexican Food.&lt;br&gt;Feel: Fleece.&lt;br&gt;Sight: Stars&lt;br&gt;Jewelry: *shrugs*&lt;br&gt;Song: Don't have one.&lt;br&gt;Movie: Fight Club, Donnie Darko, A Clockword Orange, ect ect.&lt;br&gt;TV show: The Fairy Oddparents, Daria, Degrassi, CSI&lt;br&gt;Character: GIR!&lt;br&gt;Book:&amp;nbsp; 'The perks of being a wallflower' by Stephen Chblosky&lt;br&gt;Magazine: Don't have one.&lt;br&gt;Web site: DJ or GJ&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;THIS OR THAT:&lt;br&gt;Coke or Pepsi: Coke.&lt;br&gt;Dr. Pepper or Mountain Dew: Both?&lt;br&gt;Blue or Pink: Blue&lt;br&gt;Black or White: Black.&lt;br&gt;Gold or Silver: Silver&lt;br&gt;Friends or Family: Depends.&lt;br&gt;Phone or Online: Online.&lt;br&gt;Boys or Girls: Boys.&lt;br&gt;Boxers or Briefs: Boxers&lt;br&gt;Panties or Thongs: Panties&lt;br&gt;Big or Little: In reguards to...?&lt;br&gt;Short or Tall: no preferance&lt;br&gt;Shoes or Sandals: shoes&lt;br&gt;Hug or Kiss: I'm a hug whore.&lt;br&gt;Friends or More: it depends on the person&lt;br&gt;Love or Lust: love&lt;br&gt;Hard or Soft: Again, in reguards to?&lt;br&gt;Talk or Listen: Listen.&lt;br&gt;Sweet or Sour: sweet&lt;br&gt;TV or Computer: Computer&lt;br&gt;Skateboarding or Snowboarding: Snowboarding.&lt;br&gt;Basketball or Baseball: Basketball.&lt;br&gt;Football or Hockey: Football&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;FAMILY:&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fav. member[s]:&lt;/strong&gt; Most uncles, aunts, and cousins.&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Worst member:&lt;/strong&gt; Ugh the list goes on.&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Tallest member:&lt;/strong&gt; Hmm...my dad or my brother.&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Shortest member:&lt;/strong&gt; Rhiley...she's 6 months.&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Household (who lives there, names ages):&lt;/strong&gt; Mom [35], Dad [36], Me [14]&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Cousins (names/ages):&lt;/strong&gt; Rhiley [6 months], Julia [1 yr.], John [almost 2yrs], Jessie [21], Drew [13], Bill [20], Mason [9], Gina [8], Kira and Kelsey [twins, 7?], Rachel [7 months], Amanda *we have the same first and middle name, it wasn't intentional*[13], Shawna [9], *NOTE: the rest I have no idea how old they are* Amy, GiGi, Vicki, Jen, Emily, Sarah, that's all I can remember sorry.&amp;nbsp; Biiig family =P&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Aunts (names/ages):&lt;/strong&gt; Don't know their ages so you get names.&amp;nbsp; Anne, Lorianne, Sandy, Sandy, Tiffany, Maryanne, Maryanne, Barbara, Sue, Sue, Holly, Kelly [that's all I can recall]&lt;br&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Uncles (names/ages):&lt;/strong&gt; Yet again I don't know their ages so you get names.&amp;nbsp; Kevin, Bert, John, John, Paul, Chris, Chris [all I can recall]&lt;br&gt;Pets: Loads.&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN I SAY...:&lt;br&gt;Red: Gum&lt;br&gt;Blood: People&lt;br&gt;Cow: Cheese&lt;br&gt;Cheese: Monkey... [I'm making no sense]&lt;br&gt;Friend: in need&lt;br&gt;Alone: By my self/&lt;br&gt;Sad: Blue.&lt;br&gt;Happy: Yellow.&lt;br&gt;Blue: Wall.&lt;br&gt;Penis: PENIS!&lt;br&gt;Frog: Jump.&lt;br&gt;Toe: Jam &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br&gt;Hair: Tangley&lt;br&gt;Love: Heart&lt;br&gt;Asshole: Bitch&lt;br&gt;Freckle: Dot&lt;br&gt;Itch: Cream&lt;br&gt;Coke: Weed&lt;br&gt;Ear: Wig&lt;br&gt;11:30: Time&lt;br&gt;Song: Amy Lee&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <issued>2004-08-18T23:19:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-08-18T23:19:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-19T04:09:52Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-19T04:09:52Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another day wasted.  No word from Aunt Tiff yet.  With my luck they shall call Thursday or Friday when no one's home.  I really hope I can see Jessie and Aunt Tiff before Jessie goes back to school.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow I'm going to the registration office to, duh, get registered at my new school.  FUN!  So to go to this fun-filled place, I must wake me sorry ass up at 9.  Oh woe is me *sarcasm*  Then I shall be off to Dar's house for a few days.  I have to leave Saturday, but I have no idea how I'm getting home.  My parents have a party type thingy at my dad's friend's house that day.  Mom came home in an uber-pissy mood today.  She became all defensive/aggervated at me when I asked her if I could stay at Dar's while she was in CN.  So I didn't ask her how I was going to get home because she basically stayed like that all night.  *shrugs*  Oh well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*realizes she didn't finish updating at 12am*  Err yeah I should go to sleep soon....nah.  =P&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <issued>2004-08-18T13:36:00</issued>
    <title>Oh no not another one</title>
    <published>2004-08-18T18:26:04Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-18T18:26:04Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;01. First Name: Amanda&lt;br /&gt;02. Hair Color: red/blonde/brown&lt;br /&gt;03. Middle Name: Lynn...ugh stupid middle name &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;04. Hair Style: Is bed head a hair style??&lt;br /&gt;05. Eye Color: blue/green/gray&lt;br /&gt;06. Height: 5'5ish&lt;br /&gt;07. You like m/f: m&lt;br /&gt;08. Birthday: 10.20&lt;br /&gt;09. Zodiac Sign: Libra &lt;br /&gt;10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Single &lt;br /&gt;11. Do you have a crush?: Nope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Favorites &lt;br /&gt;01. Favorite Animal: Penguins and Monkeys&lt;br /&gt;02. Favorite Sport: Volleyball is the shiznit.  So is swimming *nods*&lt;br /&gt;03. Favorite Color(s): Green and purple&lt;br /&gt;04. Favorite Friend(s): All my friends rock.&lt;br /&gt;05. Best Friend(s): Alyssa, Jess, Dar, Jeff&lt;br /&gt;06. Favorite Song(s): Hmm...Urban Monkey Warfare [KMFDM] and Seventy Times 7 [Brand New] at the moment.&lt;br /&gt;07. Favorite Movie Quote: &lt;br /&gt;08. Favorite Store: Best Buy/FYE&lt;br /&gt;09. Favorite Feeling: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;10. Favorite Shoe: My new boots&lt;br /&gt;11. Favorite Scent: This cookie crunch candy my Aunt Betty bought my mom.  Its smells soooooooooooo goood.&lt;br /&gt;12. Do You Wear Make-Up? Occasionly&lt;br /&gt;13. Which is more important, personality or looks? Personality&lt;br /&gt;14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy? Must I go into detail about this?&lt;br /&gt;15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;16. What is your idea of the perfect girl?: Don't have one.&lt;br /&gt;17. Would you ever ask someone out?: Sure why not.&lt;br /&gt;18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: For what exactly?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love, Life &amp; Friends &lt;br /&gt;01. What is the first thing you notice about someone?: Their eyes.&lt;br /&gt;02. When's the last time you cried?: I don't know.&lt;br /&gt;03. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Forensic Scientist&lt;br /&gt;04. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: No, stuffed animal.&lt;br /&gt;05. How far have you gotten?: Why do you care?&lt;br /&gt;06. Do you like someone right now?: Nooo&lt;br /&gt;07. Do they know?: n/a&lt;br /&gt;08. Do you have a best friend?: Yess&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Within the last 24 hours, &lt;br /&gt;01. Had a serious talk?: No&lt;br /&gt;02. Hugged someone?: No&lt;br /&gt;03. Gotten along well with your parents?: Sure&lt;br /&gt;04. Fought with a friend?: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;do you like to... &lt;br /&gt;01. give hugs? Yesss&lt;br /&gt;02. Give back rubs? Yes&lt;br /&gt;03. Take walks in the rain?: Yessss&lt;br /&gt;04. Do you ever have one of those falling dreams?: I did.&lt;br /&gt;05. What is on the walls of your room?: Fugly wallpaper.&lt;br /&gt;06. Chew gum, what etc..kind?: Big Red. &lt;br /&gt;07. Do you use chap stick?: Yep&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the last month..&lt;br /&gt;02. Smoke?: no&lt;br /&gt;03. Drugs?: no&lt;br /&gt;04. Have Sex?: no&lt;br /&gt;05. Made Out?: no&lt;br /&gt;06. Go on a date?: no&lt;br /&gt;08. Go to the mall?: Yes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More stuff. &lt;br /&gt;01. Are you popular?: No.&lt;br /&gt;02. Are you pretty?: No.&lt;br /&gt;04. What is your favorite word to say?: Don't have one.&lt;br /&gt;05. What is your favorite phrase to say? Don't have one.&lt;br /&gt;06. What are you doing right now?: Filling out this survey, listening to music, and on AIM&lt;br /&gt;07. What song are you listening to?: Wait and Bleed - Slipknot&lt;br /&gt;08. What are you wearing?:  PJs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;prefences pick&lt;br /&gt;01. Cold or hot?: Cold&lt;br /&gt;02. Lace or satin?: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;03. Blue or Red?: Red&lt;br /&gt;04. New or old?: New&lt;br /&gt;05. Rain or snow?: Rain&lt;br /&gt;06. Give or receive?: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;07. Wool or cotton?: Cotton&lt;br /&gt;08. Rose or Daisy?: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;09. Private school or public school?: Public &lt;br /&gt;10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: Plain&lt;br /&gt;11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: Fahrenheit&lt;br /&gt;12. Spring or Fall?: Autumn&lt;br /&gt;13. Innie or outty?: Innie&lt;br /&gt;14. Now or then?:  Now&lt;br /&gt;15. How many fingers are you holding up? Eighteen&lt;br /&gt;16. Scent?: Cookie Crunch candle&lt;br /&gt;17. English or Math?: English &lt;br /&gt;18. Bath or shower?: shower&lt;br /&gt;19: bedtime phrase?: G'night.&lt;br /&gt;20. Self-stick or lick?: Lick, it tastes good.&lt;br /&gt;21. Cursive or print?: Print&lt;br /&gt;22. Do you like surprises?: Some&lt;br /&gt;23. Paranoid or Cautious?: Paranoid.&lt;br /&gt;24. Heights or Crowds?: Crowds.&lt;br /&gt;25. Half-full or half-empty?: In the middle damnit.&lt;br /&gt;26. Top or bottom?: bottom&lt;br /&gt;27. Do you/Would you dye your hair?: I already do.&lt;br /&gt;28. Speeding or running red lights?: speeding&lt;br /&gt;29. Gold or silver?: silver&lt;br /&gt;30. Bad habits?: Looooooads.&lt;br /&gt;31. Piercings? 3 in each ear.&lt;br /&gt;32. Erogenous Zone(s)?: Oh dear o.O&lt;br /&gt;33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": Maybe&lt;br /&gt;35. What do you wish you HADN"T done? Plenty, but I don't dwell on it.&lt;br /&gt;36. Fetish?: Shinyyy&lt;br /&gt;37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: Oh yeah, let me tell ya.&lt;br /&gt;38. Jammies or naked?: My pjs are fun!&lt;br /&gt;39. Neurotic or psychotic?: Neurotic&lt;br /&gt;40. Do you talk to yourself? Of course.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--the.basix ]] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--full.name ]]: Amanda =] &lt;br /&gt;*--birthday ]]: 10.20&lt;br /&gt;*--day.you.were.born ]]: Friday I think.&lt;br /&gt;*--time.you.were.born ]]: 5:30am&lt;br /&gt;*--where.you.were.born ]]: Abington.&lt;br /&gt;*--star.sign ]]: Libra.&lt;br /&gt;*--hometown ]]: I really don't know...now I reside in Sellersville.&lt;br /&gt;*--any.pets ]]: 1 dog.&lt;br /&gt;*--school ]]: Don't know, somewhere in Pennridge.&lt;br /&gt;*--grade ]]: 9&lt;br /&gt;*--height ]]: 5'5ish&lt;br /&gt;*--weight ]]: Never ask a girl her weight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--the.way.you.look ]] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--describe.your.eyes ]]: They change constantly from blue to green to gray, they can't make up their damned mind.&lt;br /&gt;*--describe.the.way.you.want.your.eyes.t&lt;wbr /&gt;o.be ]]: I want them to stay one color, preferrably green.&lt;br /&gt;*--decribe your hair ]]: Down to the middle of back [at its longest length], its really all sorts of lengths, tis red/blonde/brown, soon to be uber-red thanks to my friend mr dye.&lt;br /&gt;describe.the.way.you.want.your.hair.to.b&lt;wbr /&gt;e ]]: Purple!&lt;br /&gt;*--your.ideal.height ]]: I like mine.&lt;br /&gt;*--your.ideal.weight ]]: Don't care.&lt;br /&gt;*--the.shape.of.your.face ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--shoe.size ]]: 8 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--love.and.all.that ]] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--current.status ]]: Mingling with the Singles&lt;br /&gt;+if.you're.attached+ *--whose's.your.boy/girlfriend ]]: &lt;br /&gt;+if.you're.attached+ *--why.do.you.love.him/her ]]: &lt;br /&gt;+if'you're.not.attached+ *--any.crush ]]: No&lt;br /&gt;+if.you're.not.attached+ *--who.is.that ]]: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--it's.your.favorites ]]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--color(s) ]]: Green and purple/&lt;br /&gt;*--number(s) ]]: 87&lt;br /&gt;*--food ]]: Chinese, poutine is good, so are taquitos.&lt;br /&gt;*--drink(s) ]]: Snapple.&lt;br /&gt;*--country(ies) ]]: Canada&lt;br /&gt;*--singer(s) ]]: Loaaaads&lt;br /&gt;*--song{s) ]]: Ditto.&lt;br /&gt;*--shop(s) ]]: Repeat&lt;br /&gt;*--quote(s) ]]: Many.  Here's on that struck me first.  Wearing black clothes does not make you goth, just like sticking a bumper stick and a license plate on my ass does not make me a car.&lt;br /&gt;*--word(s) ]]: Repeat.&lt;br /&gt;*--subject(s) ]]: Language Arts.&lt;br /&gt;*--teacher(s) ]]: Smith, Keck, Petrash&lt;br /&gt;*--class(es) ]]: Language Arts, Science, and Social Studies.&lt;br /&gt;*--book(s) ]]: The Perks of Being A Wallflower, Cut, Chicken Soup, ect&lt;br /&gt;*--author(s) ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--webhost(s) ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--layout.designer(s) ]]: *shrugs* Ohh Michelle is really, really good.&lt;br /&gt;*--shape(s) ]]: Star&lt;br /&gt;*--time(s).of.the.day ]]: Midnight.&lt;br /&gt;*--kinda.guy/girl ]]: I'm happy as long as they are not snobby, self-obsessed assholes =P&lt;br /&gt;*--season(s) ]]: Autumn and Winter&lt;br /&gt;*--sports(s) ]]: Repeat.&lt;br /&gt;*--pass.time(s) ]]: Writing, making layouts, reading, running around like a nut, whichever makes me happy.&lt;br /&gt;*--tv.show(s) ]]: CSI, Degrassi, Daria&lt;br /&gt;*--movie(s) ]]: Donnie Darko, Fight Club, A Clockwork Orange just to name a few,&lt;br /&gt;*--actor(s) ]]: Johnny Depp, Adam Sandler, Jack Nicholson [sp]&lt;br /&gt;*--actress(es) ]]: Sandra Bullock, Angelina Jolie&lt;br /&gt;*--director(s) ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--person/people to spend time with ]]: ALyssa, Jess, Dar, Jeff, Katie.&lt;br /&gt;*--weather(s) ]]: Rain is fuun.&lt;br /&gt;*--shoes ]]: Boots/chucks.&lt;br /&gt;*--clothes ]]: A hoodie and a pair of jeans make me happy. &lt;br /&gt;*--alphabet(s) ]]: I like the german alphabet a lot *nods*.&lt;br /&gt;*--hairstyle(s) ]]: *shrugs* Bed head is fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--your.firsts ]] &lt;br /&gt;*--kiss ]]: Jeff&lt;br /&gt;*--love ]]: Jeff&lt;br /&gt;*--sex ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--gotten drunk ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--smoke ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--got into trouble with the police ]]: I don't remember the first time.&lt;br /&gt;*--argument.with.your.parents ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--fail.in.your.favorite.subject ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--time.being.rejected ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--being.slapped ]]: Ages and ages ago.&lt;br /&gt;*--wanted.to.commit.suicide]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--attempted.suicide ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--ran.away ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--you.said."fuck" ]] I believe I was two.&lt;br /&gt;*--detention ]]: 3rd grade.  I 'vandelized' with a piece of chalk....they have no proof because there were no marks on the seat where they claimed there were.  Stupid authority.&lt;br /&gt;*--lie ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--cried.in.public ]]: This year &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;*--touched.a.snake ]]: Never.&lt;br /&gt;*--got.someone.else.into.trouble ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--it's.your.choice ]] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--black.or.white ]]: black&lt;br /&gt;*--gold.or.silver ]]:silver&lt;br /&gt;*--coffee.or.tea ]]: Neither.&lt;br /&gt;*--guys.or.girls ]]: Guys. &lt;br /&gt;*--single.or.attached ]]: *shrugs* &lt;br /&gt;*--schoolterm.or.holidays ]]: Right now, schoolterm.  Summer is so boring. &lt;br /&gt;*--laptop.or.computer ]]: Whichever.&lt;br /&gt;*--havesex.or.makelove ]]: make love &lt;br /&gt;*--kiss.or.hug ]]: Both&lt;br /&gt;*--lie.or.betrayed ]]: lie &lt;br /&gt;*--tolie.or.tobetray ]]: to lie &lt;br /&gt;*--email.or-letter ]]: Letter&lt;br /&gt;*math.or.science ]]: science &lt;br /&gt;*--mom.or.dad ]]: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;*--cats.or.dogs ]]: Dogs&lt;br /&gt;*--britneyspears.or.christinaaguilera ]]: Neither&lt;br /&gt;*--mary-kateolsen.or.ashley.olsen ]]: neither&lt;br /&gt;*--beyonceknowles.or.jessicasimpson: Neither.&lt;br /&gt;*--avrillavigne.or.hilaryduff ]]: neither&lt;br /&gt;*--love.or.lust ]]: Love...sure why not&lt;br /&gt;*--stars.or.angels ]]: Stars&lt;br /&gt;*--shoes.or.barefoot ]]: Shoes.&lt;br /&gt;*--coke.or.pepsi ]]: Coke&lt;br /&gt;*--lemontea.or.peachtea ]]: Peach.&lt;br /&gt;*--apples.or.oranges ]]: Apples.&lt;br /&gt;*--tall.or.short ]]: Depends&lt;br /&gt;*--yellow.or.orange ]]: orange &lt;br /&gt;*--brown.or.beige ]]: Neither. &lt;br /&gt;*--sleep.or.awake ]]: Awake.&lt;br /&gt;*--morning.or.night ]]: night &lt;br /&gt;*--phoning.or.texting ]]: Texting. &lt;br /&gt;*--msn.or.yahoo!messenger.or.aim ]]: AIM.&lt;br /&gt;*--yahoo!.or.google ]]: google&lt;br /&gt;*--scary.or.funny ]]: Funny.&lt;br /&gt;*--bungeejumping.or.skydiving ]]: neither&lt;br /&gt;*--penguins.or.polarbears ]]: Penguins, its a no brainer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--your.opinions ]] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*--pre-maritial.sex ]]: If you think your ready for it, why not.&lt;br /&gt;*--the.supernatural ]]: I think its interesting, I just don't know if its real.&lt;br /&gt;*--religion ]]: Its fine.  It gives peope faith/hope.  Just don't try to shove it down my throat.&lt;br /&gt;*--vampires ]]: I saw a very cool episode of Crossing Jordan [I think], involving vampires.  Once again, I think they're interesting, I just don't know it they're real.&lt;br /&gt;*--prince.william ]]: Don't have an opinion.&lt;br /&gt;*--love ]]: its bitter sweet&lt;br /&gt;*--pregnancy ]]: What about pregnancy exactly?&lt;br /&gt;*--abortion ]]: Pro-choice.&lt;br /&gt;*--school.uniforms ]]: Have both good and bad qualities.&lt;br /&gt;*--modern.technology ]]: Its very fun.&lt;br /&gt;*--pornography ]]: Whatever makes you happy.&lt;br /&gt;*--examinations ]]: ....What sort of examinations?&lt;br /&gt;*--swear.words ]]: They're okay.  Just don't use them excessively.  Its gets annoying.&lt;br /&gt;*--truancy ]]: Its alright if you commit it once or twice.&lt;br /&gt;*--music ]]: Its awesome.  I love it.&lt;br /&gt;*--the internet ]]: Its very entertaining.&lt;br /&gt;*--prostitutes ]]: Need to get themselves back together.&lt;br /&gt;*--guys ]]: Egotistical.&lt;br /&gt;*--girls ]]: Bitchy. &lt;br /&gt;*--homosexuality ]]: Go for it.  Love it love. &lt;br /&gt;*--pets ]]: They are very fun.&lt;br /&gt;*--the.dodo.birds ]]: ......&lt;br /&gt;*--randomosity ]]: Its muchos fun.&lt;br /&gt;*--was.this.survey.]] Twas different.&lt;br /&gt;*--was.it.nice? ]]: Sure.&lt;br /&gt;*--bye.then ]]: Adios.&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:30505</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-18T12:37:00</issued>
    <title>Odd dream and schtuff</title>
    <published>2004-08-18T16:50:09Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-18T16:54:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I had an interesting dream last night.  A bunch of friends and I were at this convention type thing for bmxing and rock crushing.  They had about five robots by the swings controlling the bmxers.  They controlled their every move.  We went to look at them.  We saw them.  Then out add kicked in and we decided to go somewhere else.  We started walking back to our bus/van type thing, when out of nowhere a &lt;b&gt;t-rex&lt;/b&gt; appears.  It starts chasing us, not even noticing the hundreds of other people there.  Later we find out that the robots went crazy and created this t-rex.  So we're running all over the place avoiding this stupid dinosaur, trying to get to our van.  To make a long, boring running fiasco short, we get to the van, alive, and we decide to go to an ice cream store.  We find out that the t-rex doesnt see anything bright colored.  Well with our luck, we're all wearing black shirts and dark jeans.  So we stand in front of the ice cream place because it was multi-colored with brightness, and sure enough, the t-rex runs right past us.  WHOOHOO.  Fastforward, we're in front of my old apartment complex, and the t-rex has me trapped under the car.  My friend pull out these giany posters that are colored bright blue, and stand in front of me.  It goes away.  Then we walk into the complex, and play mario party.  I hit my little block to see how far I'd be moving, and I got an 82.  Then the next thing I know the n64 is now a computer and Alyssa is there.  Then I woke up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now today I've got a fun-filled day of cleaning, cleaning, and more cleaning ahead of me.  uhhh whoohoo??  I also have to continue the search for my stupid phone. Where could the stupid thing have gone??  *shrugs*  It'll turn up.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:30359</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-17T13:19:00</issued>
    <title>wheee a lengthy update....</title>
    <published>2004-08-17T17:36:38Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-17T17:36:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Alyssa was here since Friday.  She left this morning.  I really don't remember Friday so I shall skip to Saturday.  My parents were running around the house like crazy people trying to get the house 'perfect' for company on Sunday.  My mom drove us to the mall were we wasted time for about two hours.  I bought new boots, a poster [amy lee from evanescence], three days grace cd, and ZELDA *is very happy about the last one*  Matt still denys selling my zelda game.  *shrugs*  Oh well, he's wrong.  Everyone knows it.  Anyway...Alyssa bought an evanescence poster, some makeup, oh yeah and we both bought these huge jawbreakers.  FUNN!  Speaking of which, I finished my jawbreaker from two weeks ago saturday morning.  Sunday: Loads of people came over.  It was uber-boring.  Alyssa and I played nintendo, then watched Finding Nemo because we had little John.  He's entering the terrible twos next month and he showed it today.  He dumped a full bag of chex mix on my bed, threw pictures and jewelry around my room and whilst he did this he had a huge grin on his face.  You gotta love him though.  I also found out from my aunt Tiff that Jessie would be coming home on Monday.  So this week some time the three of us shall be hanging out.  I miss Jessie soooo much.  So seeing her shall be great.  Sadly, she'll only be at Aunt Tiff's for only a week.  My parents are going to CN for my mom's poker tournament on thursday.  I can either stay home alone for 1-2days or stay with my great grandma.  i love my great granny and all, but staying there for 1-2 days would drive me insane.  So I'll most likely be staying here.  w00t.  Some time this week I'm supposed to be going to Dorney with my parents, Crystal, Drew [my cousin], and a friend of his *hopes he bring Austin*  Austin is muchos fun *nods*  Jess may be coming over today.  I must clean my room.  Maybe I'll find my stupid cell phone.  I have NO idea where it is.  I can't call it to find it.  Its dead.  YAY!  So its possible its back in Willow Grove at a friend's house.  That would suck.  My parents would ground me forever.  Well let's just hope its buried in this mess I call a room.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:30194</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-12T12:45:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-08-12T12:45:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-12T17:13:09Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-12T17:13:09Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----------&amp;gt; TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR: &lt;br /&gt;NOSE: qjqhedq&lt;br /&gt;ELBOW: aqmanda&lt;br /&gt;CHIN: asmasnhdfas &lt;br /&gt;FEET: amannnnnnnnnnnda&lt;br /&gt;EYES CLOSED AND ONE FINGER: amanda&lt;br /&gt;BACK OF YOUR HAND: amanda &lt;br /&gt;PALM: aazn bhdza&lt;br /&gt;MOUSE: amanda&lt;br /&gt;WRIST: a mjhnan mdca &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;w00t that was fun.  I'm uber-bored.  Everyone is either at school or sleeping =/  Tis raining though....I like rain ^_^  We have a flood watch...err w00t?  Ohhhh Johnny Depp is on TV.  ITs Pirates of the Caribbean, greaaat movie.  OHH YAY JESS EMAILED ME!!!!!  Yay umm I don't recall if I posted my new email here or not, but its sharpiecrazed@yahoo.com so feel free to save me from the bordom.  I'm truly pathetic; begging people to email me through journals.  Oh well =P  Alright I'm off to redo the layout yet again.  Adios.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:29740</id>
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    <issued>2004-08-10T20:47:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-08-10T20:47:00</title>
    <published>2004-08-11T01:34:34Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-11T01:34:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Sorry for the lack of updateness.  I just got internet access today.  DirecWay is evil to me.  No IMs for me, DirecWay doesn't allow it for some reason.  If you wish to talk to me, comment here or email me at sharpiecrazed@yahoo.com  I'll love you forever.  Oh yes, enough begging, on with the update.  I moved.  The house is bigger than my old one.  Its got weird wallpaper.  There's a cow on my closet door.  I'll be sure to take a picture later.  Tis interesting.  We have two ponds.  One is tiny, and the other isn't so tiny.  We've got loads of frogs in both.  I like frogs XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;..::Basics::.. &lt;br /&gt;[Name] Amanda&lt;br /&gt;[Age] 14&lt;br /&gt;[Sex] Female&lt;br /&gt;[DOB] 10.20&lt;br /&gt;[Eye Color] Blue/green/gray&lt;br /&gt;[Hair Color] Reddish, blondish, brownish&lt;br /&gt;[Height] 5'3-5'5 I shrunk YAY!&lt;br /&gt;[Residence] Hicksville aka Sellersville&lt;br /&gt;[Siblings] 2 brothers and 2 sisters&lt;br /&gt;[Pets] 1 puppy named Copper&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;..::Either/Or::.. &lt;br /&gt;[This/That] That &lt;br /&gt;[brunette/Blonde] Neither.  Unnatural colors all the way&lt;br /&gt;[White/Black] Black&lt;br /&gt;[Kiss/Hug] Both&lt;br /&gt;[Summer/Winter] Winter&lt;br /&gt;[Fall/Spring] Autumn. &lt;br /&gt;[AF/AE] Neither&lt;br /&gt;[Saturday/Sunday] Saturday &lt;br /&gt;[Candy/Pop] Candy.&lt;br /&gt;[Ocean/Lake/Pool] Ocean.&lt;br /&gt;[Britney/Christina] Christina.&lt;br /&gt;[Mandy/Jessica] [Jess you're answer scared me =P but I can see that o.o] Jessica&lt;br /&gt;[BSB/NSYNC] Yuck neither&lt;br /&gt;[Pop/Punk] Punk&lt;br /&gt;[Nerd/Dork] Dork.  Dork Pride!! &lt;br /&gt;[Purple/Pink] Purple &lt;br /&gt;[Dark/Light] Dark.&lt;br /&gt;[MTV/VH1] VH1 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;..::Favorites::.. &lt;br /&gt;[Color] Green and Purple&lt;br /&gt;[Food] Chinese&lt;br /&gt;[Drink] Snapple&lt;br /&gt;[Band/Singer] Evanescence, Disturbed, Sugarcult, Brand New, ect&lt;br /&gt;[Song] I'm Alright by Sugarcult&lt;br /&gt;[Actor] Johnny Depp&lt;br /&gt;[Actress] Sandra Bullock&lt;br /&gt;[Movie] Loads...Donnie Darko, Fight Club, A Clockwork Orange&lt;br /&gt;[Animal] Penguins and monkeys &lt;br /&gt;[Flower] *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;[Candy] I will never turn down Skittles&lt;br /&gt;[Gum] Big Red&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~BASICS~*~ &lt;br /&gt;Full name: Amanda Lynn [ghhh I hate my middle name]&lt;br /&gt;Birthday: 10.20&lt;br /&gt;Age: 14&lt;br /&gt;Sign: Libra&lt;br /&gt;Hair color: look up&lt;br /&gt;Eye color: ""&lt;br /&gt;Height: ""&lt;br /&gt;Do you wear Glasses or Contacts: Glasses cause I'm cool like that =P&lt;br /&gt;Are you a Girl or Guy: Well being a female as I mentioned earlier would make me a girl.&lt;br /&gt;Do you go to school: 20 more days &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;What school do you go to: Don't know yet =P&lt;br /&gt;What grade are you in: 9th&lt;br /&gt;Do you play any sports: For fun, sure. &lt;br /&gt;Which ones: Volleyball, snowboarding, roller hockey&lt;br /&gt;Where were you born: Abington&lt;br /&gt;Where were you raised: All over Mont. County&lt;br /&gt;Where do you currently live: Look up&lt;br /&gt;Who do you live with: mom, dad, dog&lt;br /&gt;What are your parents names: Vince and KAsey&lt;br /&gt;Do you have any brothers or sisters: 2 bros 2 sis&lt;br /&gt;What are their names: Matt, Cody, Phoenix, Sophie&lt;br /&gt;Do you have any pets: yes&lt;br /&gt;What kinds: 1 boxer&lt;br /&gt;What are their names: Copper&lt;br /&gt;What grade school did u go too: Pennypack, Round Meadow, Cold Spring&lt;br /&gt;What Jr. High did you go to: UMMS&lt;br /&gt;Have you ever moved: Yep loads of times&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~Friends~*~ &lt;br /&gt;Do you have bestfriend: Yes I do.&lt;br /&gt;Who is it: Jess, Dar, Alyssa&lt;br /&gt;How long have you been bestfriends: Jess + Dar 3 years.  Alyssa 7 years.&lt;br /&gt;Do you have alot of friends: Sure.&lt;br /&gt;Name your friends: I shall name the close ones. Alyssa, Jess, Dar, Katie, Kat, Cie, Shannon, Sophie, Phoenix, Polina, Arina, Jeff&lt;br /&gt;Which one of your friends family's do you know the best: Alyssa's&lt;br /&gt;Which of your friends is most likely too...: &lt;br /&gt;Become a athlete: Katie or Kat&lt;br /&gt;Become a model: Ciera&lt;br /&gt;Become a Actor: Errr&lt;br /&gt;Become a Millionaire: Dar, Jess or Alyssa&lt;br /&gt;Become a poor person: David S.  Haha I'll leave Jess' answer.&lt;br /&gt;Get married many many times: Dar!!&lt;br /&gt;Never get married: Kristin&lt;br /&gt;Which of your friends is the/has the: &lt;br /&gt;Nicest: They all aer.&lt;br /&gt;Sweetest: Sweet?  Don't you see their devil horns?  Just playin&lt;br /&gt;Quietest: Sarah&lt;br /&gt;Loudest: Darr&lt;br /&gt;Funnyest: They all are funny in their own way.&lt;br /&gt;Prettiest eyes: Katie or Jeff&lt;br /&gt;Prettiest hair: Airy&lt;br /&gt;Nicest Smile: *shrugs* &lt;br /&gt;Bestkisser: Effie haha&lt;br /&gt;Smartest: Hmmm who has kidneys??  Alyssa has kidneys!!!&lt;br /&gt;Most creative: We're all creative.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~OPPOSITE SEX~*~ NOTE: This section bored me since I have neither a boyfriend or a crush, so that explains the blankness.&lt;br /&gt;Do you have a crush: &lt;br /&gt;Who is it: &lt;br /&gt;Do you have a boyfriend: &lt;br /&gt;Who is it: &lt;br /&gt;What do you like about this person: &lt;br /&gt;If it is a crush, How long have you liked them: &lt;br /&gt;Do they know you like them: &lt;br /&gt;Have you ever kissed:&lt;br /&gt;Are you more then just friends: &lt;br /&gt;If it is a boyfriend, How long have you been going out:&lt;br /&gt;Where was your first kiss w/ ur b/f:&lt;br /&gt;Do you think you are going to get married to this person: &lt;br /&gt;Have you done more then just kissing: &lt;br /&gt;List 5 ways to describe your crush or boyfriend: &lt;br /&gt;What are his/her parents names:&lt;br /&gt;Does he/she have any brothers or sisters:&lt;br /&gt;Do you love him or her:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*THIS OR THAT* &lt;br /&gt;Me or you: you &lt;br /&gt;Here or there: There&lt;br /&gt;Cold or hot: Cold.&lt;br /&gt;Pool or Hot Tub: Pool.&lt;br /&gt;Shower or Bath: Shower.&lt;br /&gt;On or Off: On.&lt;br /&gt;Open or close: Open.&lt;br /&gt;Open or Empty: Empty.&lt;br /&gt;Pop or Milk: Neither.&lt;br /&gt;Water or Tea: Water unless its iced tea.&lt;br /&gt;Fruit or Vegetables: Fruit.&lt;br /&gt;Tv or Movie: Movie.&lt;br /&gt;Computer or DVD: Computer.&lt;br /&gt;Email or Instant messenger: IM, but I'm stuck with emailing til my *new* internet is fixed.&lt;br /&gt;Phone or Instant messenger: IM.&lt;br /&gt;Cookies or Cake: Cookies, duh.&lt;br /&gt;Food or Drink: Depends on the food/drink.&lt;br /&gt;Baseball or Soccer: Soccer.&lt;br /&gt;Football or Basketball: Basketball.&lt;br /&gt;School or Work: School.&lt;br /&gt;Cash or Check: Cash.&lt;br /&gt;Blonde or Brunette: Unnatural colors damnit.&lt;br /&gt;Hug or kiss: Boooth.&lt;br /&gt;Boxers or Briefs: boxers&lt;br /&gt;Ocean or Lake or Pool: Ocean.&lt;br /&gt;Flordia or California: FL, haven't been to CA yet.&lt;br /&gt;Old or young: Young&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~FAVORITES~*~ &lt;br /&gt;State: FL or NC&lt;br /&gt;Shampoo: Herbal Essences minus the uber-fake orgasm&lt;br /&gt;Conditioner: Infusium.  Its a leave in conditioner.&lt;br /&gt;Soap: Dial.&lt;br /&gt;Place: Anywhere. But Here.&lt;br /&gt;Person: Theo. OKay he's a stuffed monkey, still.  He rocks.&lt;br /&gt;Family member: Cousins/neices/nephew.&lt;br /&gt;Website: Journal sites are the shiz.&lt;br /&gt;Toothpaste: Aquafresh owns.&lt;br /&gt;Insect: Stupid bugs &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;Teacher: Keck.&lt;br /&gt;Grade: 8th&lt;br /&gt;School: Middle&lt;br /&gt;Basketball team: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;Football team: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;Baseball team: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;Athlete: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~HAVE YOU EVER~*~ &lt;br /&gt;Wanted to die: No.&lt;br /&gt;Climbed a mountain: Yess..I fell off the lift snowboarding and my instructor made me hike up to the top.&lt;br /&gt;Been camping: Yes it was hell.  Stupid girl scouts &amp;gt;.&amp;lt;&lt;br /&gt;Ate a whole box of Oreo's: No/&lt;br /&gt;Stayed home just cause: Yeppp&lt;br /&gt;Went skydiving: no&lt;br /&gt;Went bunjijumping: no&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~ WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU...~*~ &lt;br /&gt;Cried: Ages ago.&lt;br /&gt;Laughed: Earlier today.&lt;br /&gt;Danced: Today&lt;br /&gt;Fell: Don't know.&lt;br /&gt;Kissed someone: A few days ago.&lt;br /&gt;Hugged someone: Today.&lt;br /&gt;Went to a party: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;Swam: Ages ago.&lt;br /&gt;Showered: Today.&lt;br /&gt;Ate: Today.&lt;br /&gt;Bought something: AGes ago.&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <issued>2004-07-05T10:09:00</issued>
    <title>Independance Day and such</title>
    <published>2004-07-05T14:20:00Z</published>
    <updated>2004-07-05T14:20:00Z</updated>
    <content type="html">w00t our network is fixed....sorta.  Its good enough.  Anywho, I was ungrounded yesterday yay!  I played Sims a lot until my mom and I left to meet my dad at Frank's house.  Joe H, decided not to go, so it was just Frank, Jan, Joe K, my parents, and me.  Well and the dogs Blondie [Frank's dog] and Copper [my dog].  So we had a bbq.  Some great food there.  We talked.  A lot.  Ahh twas starting to get really funny at night because everyone [except my mom and me of course lol] was slinging back b&amp;b [alcohokic drink] and beers.  Drunk people are very humorous.  Well things were getting a little weird so Jan said I could on their pc.  So I went upstairs and was talking to Alyssa.  As I'm talking to her I hear their bird whistle the charge thingy they play at the races.  Instead of saying CHARGE! at the end it goes BEER BEER BEER.  Then dad came upstairs to see how I was.  We played 2 rounds of darts.  I kicked his ass.  10- nothing.  Ha twas my third time playing =P  Then I played Frank, but I lost.  Its cause its his board, I swear.  So I went back outside and we were invited to go to Sea Isle City with Frank's family/friends for a week.  We're only going for the weekend though.  That sucks, but I'm glad to be going somewhere this summer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah this entry is getting uber-long.  Happy Indepenance Day and such.  Adios.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:29289</id>
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    <issued>2004-07-01T11:37:00</issued>
    <title>Happy July</title>
    <published>2004-07-01T15:51:31Z</published>
    <updated>2004-07-01T15:51:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hardest Class: Math&lt;br /&gt;Easiest Class: Science&lt;br /&gt;Most Fun Class: Language Arts/Reading and Social Studies&lt;br /&gt;Best Teacher: Mr Smith and Mrs Keck&lt;br /&gt;Worst Teacher: All the teachers on my team this year rocked.  Well excluding unified arts so umm Mr Dulsky&lt;br /&gt;Best Grade: 90 something%&lt;br /&gt;Worst Grade: 75%&lt;br /&gt;Boring/Fun Lunch: Fuuun&lt;br /&gt;Detentions: None&lt;br /&gt;Best Game: Games in school?  No such thing here lol.  At lunch we did those hand clappy games, those were amusing.&lt;br /&gt;Worst Game: Oh wait.  Thought of games.  The stupid chariot races for field day.  Thank god our homeroom this year didn't have it this year.&lt;br /&gt;Most Fun Dance: The Formal&lt;br /&gt;Newest Friend: Ms Awwi&lt;br /&gt;Oldest Friend: Shannon and Alyssa [even though her meany self went to the high school this year]&lt;br /&gt;Favorite Memorys: Canada&lt;br /&gt;Embarrassing Memory: I really don't have one.&lt;br /&gt;Worst Memory: I suppose the drama.  I hate drama.&lt;br /&gt;Best School Meal: taco!&lt;br /&gt;Worst School Meal: cheeseburgers [I got food poisioning] or the grilled cheese [you'd throw it on the floor and it'd BOUNCE]&lt;br /&gt;Best Decision: To do my homework lol&lt;br /&gt;Biggest Concern: Passing&lt;br /&gt;Smallest Concern: What people thought&lt;br /&gt;Friend you wish you still had: I suppose Adrienne.  She used to be fun, but in an email she sent me, she sounded uber snobby.&lt;br /&gt;Friend that you're glad you don't have: *shrugs*&lt;br /&gt;Spring Break/Winter Break: Winter&lt;br /&gt;Best Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Jeff&lt;br /&gt;Worst Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Ha Jeff was the only one.&lt;br /&gt;Biggest Fight: It didn't really involve me, but I was surrounded by it.  It started off with Dar and Kristin.&lt;br /&gt;What was it about: Brian I think&lt;br /&gt;Coolest Trend: Coolest.....trend....no such thing in my school.&lt;br /&gt;Dumbest Trend: Trucker hats&lt;br /&gt;Good/Bad Year: Awesome.&lt;br /&gt;Rate it 1-10 (10 best): 10, the best so far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday I went to Katie's.  We mostly swam, watched movies, and played Grand Theft Auto.  Her dog was chewing on a mole and possibly a mouse [we found it in the garage all torn up].  Yeah that wasn't pleasant.  Two days ago Katie slept over.  Fun times there.  I've got a few pictures, but I must upload them and such.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Crystal's coming home on Saturday, so I can't wait to see her.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm also hoping to see Spiderman 2 this weekend.&lt;br /&gt;That's all for now.  Adios.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:28768</id>
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    <issued>2004-06-22T00:43:00</issued>
    <title>Insomniac? Nah...</title>
    <published>2004-06-22T04:48:31Z</published>
    <updated>2004-06-22T04:48:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Can't sleep again.  I'm wiiide awake like its 3 pm.  Its not that early though, almost one.  Man Im hungry.  I want pringles.  Yum...if i went downstairs one of parents would wake up, then i'd get grounded.  that would suck. hmm.  talking to cassie.  shes muchos fun to talk to.  yeah thats all for now =]</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:28667</id>
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    <issued>2004-06-11T15:05:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-06-11T15:05:00</title>
    <published>2004-06-11T19:11:54Z</published>
    <updated>2004-06-11T19:11:54Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Manduh is uber excited =D  She's going to the Evanescence concert on July 23rd at Festival Pier.I can't wait =D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We practiced for graduation today.  Very boring.  We have another rehersal tomorrow during Language Arts.  That blows.  Its a waste of a perfectly good class.  Yes shocking I do actually enjoy my classes.  I discovered I have $5 left on my school account for lunch.  Lunch costs $1.75 so Manduh shall get lots of cookies on her last day.  I might be going to the mall with Matt and his girlfriend and her friends later tonight, but its not certain yet.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:28354</id>
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    <issued>2004-06-10T18:16:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-06-10T18:16:00</title>
    <published>2004-06-10T22:31:25Z</published>
    <updated>2004-06-10T22:31:25Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Canada was muchos fun.  We went to Montréal and Québec.  I enjoyed it a lot and I'm definately going back.  Maybe I'll even to get to go to Toronto to see Michelle.  Oh I've got pictures from the trip I'll post later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today was purple and gold day [an excuse not to have classes and for teachers to laugh at the patheticness of students attempting to pull people and ties and what have you].  Gold won...boo hoo lol.  I played volleyball and our team won each game until Miss Gregory decided to join the other team 'cause they were getting beat so badly [we were winning 15-2 and scores of that like].  She might as well played by herself cause no one else hit the ball or served.  After all that, we went to the swim club.  That was muchos fun.  Kat and I kept dunking Nick.  I attempted to dunk Travis several times but failed miserably.  We watched Zach and Jiffy wrestle in the baby pool which was funny.  The lap pool was closed so that sucked =[  Anyway, enough about that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2 more full days of school.  Tomorrow we have all our regular classes.  I have no idea what we're going to do since they made us take everything home and they're collection our locks tomorrow so we can't bring anything important unless we want it stolen.  I think we have graduation practice.  I know we have it monday.  Maybe yearbooks tomorrow...who knows.  Alex got hers early cause yesterday was her last day.  They said there were going to be lots of color pages.  Their idea of 'lots' is one page.  I payed 7 extra dollars for one color page *Sighs*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I took away all the html on my layout.  The monocolor was annoying me, same with the strips.  I'll have a new one on the way so you'll just have to sit tight til then.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ugh stupid printer refuses to print our my project</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:27960</id>
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    <issued>2004-05-20T21:01:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-05-20T21:01:00</title>
    <published>2004-05-21T01:07:30Z</published>
    <updated>2004-05-21T01:07:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I feel it to be necessary for me to update now.  I just got home from a meeting about Canada.  13 more days.  It'll be fun shizz...except for the fact that our principal is our group's chaperone..lurvly.  Minor detail though.  Tomorrow I'm going to Dorney Park XD!  We have an adocturation, and we're the first to sing sooo we can spend all day on rides.  Yayy.   That's really it for my life at the moment, I'll try to update more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace lurve and cookies</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:deadjournal.com:atom1:my_illusions:27798</id>
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    <issued>2004-04-15T20:37:00</issued>
    <title>my_illusions @ 2004-04-15T20:37:00</title>
    <published>2004-04-16T00:38:20Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-16T00:38:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Today absolutely sucked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel like I'm a bomb, about to go off at any second.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ugh</content>
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